And I can't stand working all day
Work is wearing out my soul
I think I'll go out tonight
And I will call in sick tomorrow.
I get so down about this world sometimes.
I cannot understand people, no, not at all
but I hope to see a change in man
I hope to us see us love one another
and I know we can.

'Cause I don't like time
Time's taking away my life
So I live the way I want to live
and I will live this way until I am dead.
When life gets hard
you got to remember who you are
and forget about what people think
Just be who you want to be.
Don't you want to see how good life can be
Let's make a harmony
Oh-A-Oh and life will sing.
And I say Oh let's get lost
Let's walk into the dark and forget about our sorrows
We'll learn to let go.
Singing Oh I know we can.
Don't you want to see how good life can be
Let's make a harmony
Oh-A-Oh and life will sing.


    (lyrics from Time by The Mowgli's)

When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

it takes a near disaster to realize what i want
it takes nearly losing everything to find what i have



"the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return"

all is well
with my soul

... And i wait without you...
Nothing left to win and nothing else to lose.

my apathy and indecision ruin everything

i hide behind uncertainty until the last possible moment

so selfish

so useless

so trite "i never meant to hurt you"

now what?

is there a normal?

does ideal exist?


... and i still don't know what i fucking want. 

I don't know what to do with myself.

Eyes hurt.

Silence hurts.

It absolutely kills me to see you sad.
To be unable to do anything about it.